Okay! So I'm at the library in Newport...that's in Oregon. Yeah. Wow.
I want to come home. NOW. I miss Hannah and I miss Dan. And I miss Hannah. And I miss Dan. And I miss Dan. ...and Hannah. And I love them both. In very different ways, mind you, but both very, very, very much. Basically they're the only two people I care about anymore.
I had a fucked up dream last night about...a person. I hadn't thought about them for a while. I was doing pretty good. Then some stuff came up after I left and I was reminded and for some reason last night, I dreamt about them. It was depressing, too...
Anyways, guess what, I have a job now. It's a temp job that could turn into a long term job.
Basically, last fall I sent in this application to Delsa's, after I sent it I realized I completely forgot to put in my references, so of course it was like...well, not getting a job there. Last night Hannah calls me and says that the lady from Delsa's called for me. Woah! I listen to the message...and after calling her today, I'm working four days at their booth thing? at the Canyon County fair, and apparently we'll be getting to know eachother to see if they want me to go work in the resturaunt.
Yay!
I'm happy about that. Other than that, however, I'm lonely...crazy lonely. I miss Hannah! I miss Dan!
*cries*
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